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bouda Senior Member United States Joined 5601 days ago 194 posts - 197 votes Speaks: English*
| Message 153 of 160 04 October 2009 at 4:38am | IP Logged |
Oh yeah, and I almost forgot to mention my current COMPLAINT.
Essentially, I'm reading slowly in Mandarin. Sloooooooooowly.
Four months ago, I read about 20 pages of Chinese every night for my course (well-known
Chinese novels and short stories). These 20 pages would take me less than an hour,
which is the amount of time I'd allot myself.
That's less than three minutes to read a page of Chinese with great
comprehension and character recognition (my teacher was fond of randomly picking
students to read excerpts out loud to test whether they knew their characters, and
judging from my performance there, I'd say that at the time I knew most but not all of
the characters from the paragraphs I had to read).
I haven't timed myself yet for my current pace, but I'm going to guess that I'm
spending around seven minutes per page right now - more than double the time! I'm
still doing pretty well with comprehension, but don't ask me to read anything out loud!
Frustrating. Don't know what to do about it except keep on going, I guess. Luckily,
that was Plan A in the first place.
Edited by bouda on 04 October 2009 at 4:42am
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| bouda Senior Member United States Joined 5601 days ago 194 posts - 197 votes Speaks: English*
| Message 154 of 160 04 October 2009 at 5:15am | IP Logged |
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Edited by bouda on 04 October 2009 at 7:57pm
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| bouda Senior Member United States Joined 5601 days ago 194 posts - 197 votes Speaks: English*
| Message 155 of 160 14 October 2009 at 4:54am | IP Logged |
I suppose this is some sort of an update -
1. As the hypothetical "you" may have noticed, I have been updating sporadically since
maybe late September. This is because I do not have internet in my house. During the
summer I had more money so enjoyed the privilege of going to coffee shops that had
wireless - now I have slightly less money and cannot drive so remain internet-less. I
am actually not upset at all, especially as I can sometimes steal my neighbor's weak
signal if I'm really moved to (like now).
2. Speaking of "cannot drive," I'd also like to add that I currently have NO FORM of
government-issued ID apart from my passport... you need two forms of ID (only one of
which can be a passport, I believe) to obtain a non-driver ID card in my state... I do
have a solution but haven't had time to apply for the Social Security card yet either
... helps that I have no printer and need one to print out the application form,
although that's no excuse. But this is completely off topic.
3. Arabic is really, really, really, really goddamn frustrating. Not because the
language is especially difficult (I have nothing to compare it to, so I don't know
whether it is easy or hard in the greater scheme of languages), but because my class is
- well - slow. It looks like this is solely the problem of my classmates - all the
other sections appear to be doing quite well, judging from the occasional students who
attend our sessions when they miss their own sections. No, it is just my classmates. I
actually like them, but they're just... pre-occupied with things other than Arabic. I
realize that this is a problem of most language classes but it's still annoying.
6. Chinese perversely is a little shaky too. I'm starting to become slightly less
grammatical in conversations - interestingly enough, most of the mistakes seem to be
from thinking in my (admittedly flawed) Arabic instead of English. I say "interesting"
because I haven't any confusion between languages for a long time, and certainly never
with languages that I have such disparate levels of proficiency in. On the other hand,
whenever I feel vaguely disappointed about my Mandarin, all I have to do is talk to
students at my university in supposedly advanced classes to feel much better. Far be it
for me to bash my U's Chinese department (their most advanced level is by all accounts
excellent and certainly holds a lot for me to learn), but it's nice sometimes to be
reminded that just because you can put something on your resume doesn't mean that
you're at all good at it... not just for the rush of schadenfreude in cases like this,
but also - and more importantly - for the dose of humility it administers. Just because
I can now claim to have taken "intermediate" level classes in MSA doesn't mean that I'm
anything near proficient!
Ok, I'm kind of impressed that my neighbor's shaky internet has actually held out this
long, but I gotta jet and do more important things, like ACTUALLY STUDYING. Also, need
to start volunteering again and/or doing something with my life. That would be nice
too.
Edited by bouda on 14 October 2009 at 6:11am
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| bouda Senior Member United States Joined 5601 days ago 194 posts - 197 votes Speaks: English*
| Message 156 of 160 14 October 2009 at 6:32am | IP Logged |
Ok so I didn't mean to make a new post soooo soon or even get back online, but my
neighbor's internet miraculously started working for me again, so I couldn't resist the
chance to skim through the last few pages of my log and try to track my progress.
Trends
1. I am complaining all the time about how slow the class is
2. I am slacking on Chinese
3. I am obviously having memory problems again
Thoughts
1. The class is actually not THAT slow, given the circumstances.
2. I am slacking on Chinese. (Output aside.) I can fix this one though!
3. I can discuss the memory problems with my doctor tomorrow. If I remember (ha).
The memory thing is sort of annoying because one of the reasons that I put myself into
language study with renewed fervor this past summer was that people tell me that
language study may improve memory in the long run, and I do have some (minor) memory
problems. Off medications I lose large but occasional chunks of time and on medications
I lose small but frequent chips. Given the circumstances, I know that I should not be
hoping for a miracle or anything like that, but it's a little disappointing still in an
irrational way.
/personal tangent
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| Quabazaa Tetraglot Senior Member United States Joined 5613 days ago 414 posts - 543 votes Speaks: English*, Spanish, German, French Studies: Japanese, Korean, Maori, Scottish Gaelic, Arabic (Levantine), Arabic (Egyptian), Arabic (Written)
| Message 157 of 160 10 December 2009 at 6:11pm | IP Logged |
أهلا
:)
I just read through almost your whole thread, and I have to say it is very inspiring :) So even if you were writing about being frustrated, I wanted you to know that to me it sounds like you're doing great! Of course it's natural for us linguaphiles to have high standards I guess :P
I am working on MSA and Japanese, so I can definitely relate. Well I flirted a bit with Mandarin and loved it too, but do not have the time right now to give to it.
Anyway you haven't posted in a while so I'm wondering how it's going???
I haven't even started a log here but perhaps I should.. it's so hard to stay disciplined when teaching yourself. Thanks for the inspiration!!!
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| ANK47 Triglot Senior Member United States thearabicstudent.blo Joined 7101 days ago 188 posts - 259 votes Speaks: English*, Arabic (Written), Arabic (classical)
| Message 158 of 160 05 June 2010 at 10:32pm | IP Logged |
Kudos bouda for keeping such a long language log. I know I wouldn't have been able to log my progress for that long. How are you coming along with your Arabic?
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| lynxrunner Bilingual Triglot Senior Member United States crittercryptics.com Joined 5926 days ago 361 posts - 461 votes Speaks: English*, Spanish*, French Studies: Russian, Swedish, Haitian Creole
| Message 159 of 160 06 June 2010 at 7:09am | IP Logged |
bouda wrote:
just because you can put something on your resume doesn't mean that
you're at all good at it... not just for the rush of schadenfreude in cases like this,
but also - and more importantly - for the dose of humility it administers. |
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Completely true! My personal "feel better" technique for Russian is to go to Wikipedia
and read the language pages because I already know most of the material in the English
section and they mainly use the same words over and over again. Unfortunately, I have to
face reality when it comes to actually reading news.
Arabic and Mandarin sounds like a pretty heavy load. Good luck on both of your languages,
I'm certain you'll go far! :)
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| bouda Senior Member United States Joined 5601 days ago 194 posts - 197 votes Speaks: English*
| Message 160 of 160 16 August 2010 at 7:54am | IP Logged |
Hello all!
It is the first time in ages that I've managed to log into this account and so I thought I'd thank you for all your
kind words and post a quick update.
Arabic is going well. I have been consistently studying and actually picked up my pace a little in recent days; as
you may or may not remember, there was a period of time from last September to around February when I was
having a very hard time getting my daily minimum done, but luckily I am back on track now! I have improved
most significantly in my reading, which is to be expected, but surprisingly I've also started to make some
headway on listening comprehension. Listening comprehension has always been incredibly difficult for me but I
now feel that I am starting to pick up some phrases here and there when I do my daily listening - for someone
who was picking up something like one substantive word every ten minutes just a month ago, this is a vast
improvement! Of course I still have a long way to go towards proficiency but I'm feeling satisfied with what
progress I've made. I'm on the road!
Quabazaa, you've certainly started your own log since you posted that comment! I read your log
sometimes (I think we've exchanged a word or two) and am always impressed at how lively you are.
ANK47, I'm very grateful for the various video clips with explanation you've put up on your blog. Many of
them are still "above my level" so to speak (especially as I have yet to truly begin tackling dialects) but I find your
annotations very useful. I actually have one of the Simpsons episodes you put up on my ipod now... I'd have two
but the program I was using to record stopped working.
lynxrunner, I think I might have to try your motivation method! I have yet to poke around Arabic Wikipedia.
And thank you for the luck.
And thank you to those of you who took the time to wish me well in private messages as well.
I stopped posting in this log because for some reason I wasn't able to log back into this account until now. So I
made a new account and simply jumped boat. In a way it was satisfying to abandon this log because historically
winter to early spring is a very bad time for me (I have a seasonal disorder that makes me kind of crazy and
winter is prime neurotic breakdown time), and I'm sure I've posted all sorts of whiny embarrassing stuff in here.
Of course I've almost definitely posted just as many whines in my new log, which you can follow
here. As you
can see from the tags, this year I have been focusing mostly on logging my Mandarin for TAC, but I log my Arabic
as well (and ironically have almost definitely been doing more Arabic work than Mandarin - to be
honest my Mandarin has taken quite a stumble this year!). I will probably log Arabic more often and perhaps even
start fiddling with a new language when the school year begins again next month.
Hope the summer has treated you all well. I know I've had a good one - I even had some Arabic conversations
with native speakers for really the first time! No, teachers don't count!
- bouda / annette
2010 log -
Mandarin/Arabic
Edited by bouda on 16 August 2010 at 8:02am
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